#platform/youtube #channel/bodhi-light  real men when they get hurt they recover like a boxer you hit me I fold to the floor I get up I pick myself up I keep going my relationship with my mothers is somewhat a love-hate relationship when I was grow up I was beaten up a lot physically abused sometimes she raised up two sons as a single mom and I feel her suffering but the love-hating still there I don't know how to open my heart to her why not you can't let go of the hurt any other woman will hurt you can you let go I think so yes I think I can but your mom you cannot let go somehow you held your mom to higher standards than any other woman why is that because I thinks that's a mom obligations so mom to you is someone who is obligated to be better than your mom can be yes I think so but your mom can't so she fail you and therefore you're punishing her that's a bottom line aren't you you're punishing her you keep on punishing her until you satisfy that she's hurt enough that's ultimately what you're trying to do you're retaliating you said you hurt me all this time in the past oh now I'm gonna hurt you I'm hurting you what kind of son of you never mind about her if I were a woman I'd stay away from you because if someone hurt you whether intentionally or unintentionally you make them pay won't you you're vindictive of a nature you should be ashamed of yourself it's not your mom's fault it's your fault she tried her best have you tried your best apparently not she tried her best that's all she knows we all have limitations why can't you accept your own mother's limitations you should be better than that you tell her but she said that's all I have I gave you everything I have including my anger including my stupidity I gave it all to you I didn't hold back now you're punishing me for my stupidity for my lack of wisdom for my weaknesses Maybe I deserve it but I hope your Master looks at you and said and tells you you should be ashamed of yourself you're such a vindictive person Maybe someone hurt you you never forgive that person you weak man who allows himself to be hurt real men when they get hurt they recover like a boxer you hit me I fall to the floor I get up I pick myself up I keep going I don't lie on the floor and say hey why did you hit me why do you hurt me it's a game of life people will hurt you intentionally because that's all they know you can't blame them for being who they are make yourself stronger recover from the hurt and then let go and come back let them hurt you again and pick yourself up untill it no longer bothers you that's what real men do come on grow up put yourself up be like a man